Quiet...

You come to love not by finding the perfect person, but by
seeing an imperfect person perfectly ~ Sam Keen

Just got back home after spending the weekend moving Ashi and Devlin's stuff into their new house. I have to say that I'm optimistic for them both, as subtleties like furniture fitting perfectly into the available space is, in my experience, a good sign.

I can't help but feel sad even though I know that this is all for the best. That doesn't make me love her and Devlin any less, it just means I'm able to look at the whole situation with head and heart now. Ashi told me once that I made her feel like she belongs...and she made me feel the same way. Some friends may argue that she wasn't good for me, but I have to disagree. She gave me moments where I felt more loved than I ever have before. Waking up to find her looking at me like the most beautiful thing she had ever seen changed me instantly, and I think permanently. I have no regrets whatsoever about our relationship, despite the pain. There have been some of the most perfect moments in my life over the last few months, and they make it all worthwhile.

The house seems so quiet and empty. Going to have a very stiff drink and go to bed.